"Er spricht nichts"

Ein oft vorgebrachter Kritikpunkt meines Vaters an meiner Person war, dass ich zu wenig spräche. Wenn er das ansprach, fragte ich mich stets, worüber ich denn sprechen sollte. Denn ich hatte die Erfahrung gemacht, dass das, was mich innerlich beschäftigte, meine Eltern nicht interessierte und sie oft sogar ungehalten reagierten, wenn ich sie darauf ansprach. ("Spintisiere nicht!" / "Was machst du dir für krause Gedanken?") Die Schuld ist also eindeutig bei meinen Eltern zu suchen. Wenn sie offener für Gespräche über Themen gewesen wären, die mich interessierten, wäre ich auch durchaus gesprächiger gewesen.

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